A Sunshine in a Cloudy Day

Why do I say so.. (the title above)

Yeah this week was started smoothly ( Praise to Allah) and few good things come together.. Despite of gloomy weather these few day.. but I managed my day happily and end up the day with a sleep tight..

My bestie schoolmate & unimate was happily married with her beloved fiancee.. Peggy@Wahida in Turqoise.. =) Congratulations to both!

Date : 27 November 2010 - Sat

Venue : Masjid UNITEN, Bangi

The next day me and my husband attended Antenatal Class@DEMC Specialist Shah Alam and Alhamdulillah we earned such a great experience.. direct lesson from the specialists & experts.. covered so many things; Labour Process, New Born Care, Dieting, Breastfeeding & Exercise.. talking about this class, at the beginning ramai yang ketawa & claimed that its just a waste and we can actually learn through nature.. haha

Yeahh, as an eldest in the family i did have some experience in new born care.. but how about my husband. Siapa yang percaya dia pandai jaga budak? He told me "What if the baby tersedak susu and i dont know what to do? Sounds simple tapi hidup dan mati tau" Make sense, and i saw his deep interest during the lesson.. Teringat his reaction when the Gynae passed the forcep to the audience he refused to hold it.. "Tak sanggup"

Haha, you made my day dear! Seeing his passion, really make me feel so excited to deliver my little miracle.. No matter what facts or myths that i've been heard about, I don't care & i'll go for it! Go Mammy! hehe.. InsyaAllah..



Week of Depression

Yesterday.. Ummi told me.. "Kak, awak jangan tension2, banyakkan sabar time pregnant ni"

How I wish.. But I've to admit that I'm just a very normal ordinary person.. completed with all type of feeling & emos..

Setiap kali lepas solat, selalu berdoa supaya jiwa ni tenang & sabar.. Apa-apa dugaan yang datang boleh handle dengan smiley face ;-) Susahnya..

Orang cakap sarcastic sikit, terus jiwa ni rasa macam nak reply harshly sambil ungkit hal-hal terpendam.. Yelah, from the beginning pun kita dah pendam macam-macam.. I've been tolerate dengan macam2 situation, suddenly cakap macam kita ni tak ada value langsung..

What if, someone that you thought is the best person in your family.. is actually the last person that you can rely on? Too rigid and calculative, although ada satu nyawa yang masih hijau sedang menanggung kesakitan.. Too that extend, hati ni sampai doa biar sakit tu beralih pada this fella.. MasyaAllah.. ampunkan dosaku Ya Allah..

Seeing someone that you really2 loved being 'sabotaged' by her owned family member.. Tak cukup disabotaj.. dipergunakan.. diperlekehkan.. disia-siakan.. And forgive me, I couldn't be nice and treat these fellas like before..

Hopefully it will be the last thing that get me stucked in asshole.. But the other thing is, someone that you already knew that you can't rely on, the reason why you have to work and struggling like a remaining dog in a desert.. is doing nothing other than smashing a glass into your head! 

I knew, itu semua dugaan dari Allah swt.. My mom told me before "Mudah je Allah nak angkat darjat seorang perempuan tu, bagi dia dugaan demi dugaan. Sebab tu kita kena banyak dekat kan diri dengan Allah swt".. Allahu Akbar.. sabarlah wahai hati..

Now 6.09.. solat asar dulu.. semoga Allah berikan petunjuk & hidayah buat hamba yang sungguh lemah ini..

T.I.R.E.D

Yes I am!

Macam mana pun syukur Alhamdulillah sebab Allah swt masih bagi kekuatan lagi setiap kali bangun pagi untuk teruskan kehidupan. Cukup tepat kalau kata bulan November ni eventful & stressful. Recall cerita Ultraman Ace tahun 1992, bila power Ultraman dah habis, lampu merah kat dada pun bliking siap bunyi-bunyi lagi.. =p (apakah?) That's how i feel now..

But It's like a miracle.. I went all over the places accompanied by my little miracle.. =) I could drive alone and stayback untill 7pm.. Kadang-kadang sempat masak, if tak sempat tu alternatif la.. Mungkin itulah kekuatan & semangat yang Allah kirimkan .. Rasa meaningful sangat bila sama-sama mencari rezeki dengan si kecil yang aktif menendang-nendang.. =)

I told my husband.. "I need a break, I really2 need a break.." "Nak pergi mana?" "Tak kisahla.. As long as I can have my freedom & release my tense.." no relpy.. I understand.. Kalau dia dah kerja Sabtu, impossible nak travel mana-mana.. Ahad the only day nak kemas rumah.. sigh!

Being forced to face up to certain things that makes me feel so upset.. Stress lagi, but i hide as if like I'm ok and no heart feeling.. But deep inside, maybe seorang je yang tahu.. Annakku, sebab sekarang dia yang paling dekat dengan hati ni.. Thanks dear, anugerah terbesar & terindah dalam hidup Mamy..

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah jalanku.. bukakan lagi pintu rezeki buat anakku seluas-luasnya.. Amin..

I got nothin to do with them..

Dear All,

Early morning today, when i logged in my FB account i received a message from my former senior in Uni, she told me about someone, someone that I don't even bother about their life.. Since? Long story.. If possible malas nak buka balik..

That fella posted something on her wall, mad at someone.. but from the way she described, my senior's guessed it might be me.. I did asked her again, what she wrote about and how does she described the 'person'.. I didn't received her reply yet, but I'm not affected at all.. Tak tahu sebab pun.. It's Ok.. Just wondering, sbb that sis ckp dia mcm takut je tgk post tu.. Apakah?

I called my husband, i've storied to him about them before.. he told me not to bother or even think about that.. All these while I've been living happily, expecting, attending my friends big event, entertaining my craving (ehehe).. so rasanya tak terfikir pun pasal they all lagi.. langsung tak terfikir.. Inikan pulak nak cari pasal..

It's ok, whatever she wrote about I took it as non of my business.. Malas nak buka2 cerita, alang2 terbuka segala aib orang.. If betul pun the post is refering to me let it be laa, that's her FB account, she can do whatever she wanted.. Me also never view pun page dia..

As life goes on..

Adalah genap 4 months today =) happy sbb dah melepasi risk2 1st trime.. Alhamdulillah.. so for today's lunch planned nak cari nasi ayam kampung.. Si Ummi la ni influence.. hihihi.. =p

Dari susah2 ingat psl that fella.. baik tgk pic diorang ni lagi best.. =) ucu & kidz..

14 Weeks

Happy Eid Mubarak!

MasyaAllah.. it's been almost a month i wrote nothing here.. hehe, many things take place.. occupied & whatsoever laa..

SubhanAllah.. i'm in a 2nd trimester now.. baby is rapidly growth, cuma dah lama tak buat ultrsound, rindu nak dengar heartbeat dia.. =) My self-condition pun improving, nausea sikit-sikit dan dah tak vommit teruk lagi.. selera makan bertambah-tambah, pantang lambat makan, sakit perut angin memulas-mulas..

Well, another big story or event is My Bestie Zaryatul Akma is now officially Puan Zaryatul Akma, Mrs. Fahmi.. I'm proud and happy for her.. Semua tentative done smoothly, weather pun baik.. Seolah-olah merestui penyatuan dua hati.. =)

I don't know why, few days before pun i cried silently for her, bukan apa dari dulu memang sentiasa doakan kebahagiaan & terbaik untuk dia after what she had gone through.. Bersyukur Akma ditemukan dengan someone that  i strongly confident akan jaga & bertanggungjawab untuk membahagiakan dia..

Touching momment ~ Time akad bila Hatta adik Akma as a wali menyerahkan tugas kepada Qadi pun i felt like i want to cry.. Rasa sedih terkenangkan Allahyarham abah Akma yang dah pergi almost 2 years ago.. Kuatnya & tabahnya keluarga mereka, especially Aunty Izan mak Akma yang mampu buat segala preparation alone tanpa suami, gigihnya mereka dan dari riak wajah ikhlas masing-masing kuat mengatakan.. "Life must go on.." Alhamdulillah.. dengan izin Allah swt, semua berjalan lancar..

Gugur juga air mata ni bila tengok Akma dipeluk Mak & Adik2.. Especially Helmi yang betul-betul nampak sebak.. Paling touching bila diri sendiri yang berpelukan dengan Akma, rasa tak dapat simpan lagi air mata, "Syukur yaAllah Kau makbulkan doaku.." i whispered silently.. Memang friendship kami sangat special, more than just a best friend.. dah macam adik beradik susah senang bersama..

Frankly, saya sendiri tak mampu buat perkara yang sama kepada orang lain selain adik beradik sendiri.. I kept my promise dan hadiahkan a plate of Patchi as one of the hantaran.. Yes a bit on pricey, tapi i dont care about that, sebab mahal lagi friendship kami.. InsyaAllah i'll try to deliver the best for Akma during her reception day nanti.. As a MC.. =) bolehkah?

Tak ada apa-apa lagi yang diharapkan agar mereka terus bahagia & kekal sampai akhir hayat.. jadi pasangan dunia & akhirat.. Tahniah sekali lagi Akma & Fahmi.. Tahniah juga buat Aunty Izan, u're such a strong lady & lovely mom aunty.. Semoga Aunty juga terus happy bersama-sama anak2, menantu & InsyaAllah cucu coming soon.. =)

Pictures.. on the next post..

Saturday Meeting

I'm not in a good condition today, nausea take place & struggling to control the situation..

Otherwise, i can 'wekkk' in anytime.. Oh nooo..

Meeting started sharp at 9.00 and ended 1 hour later.. at the end of the meeting..

"There'll be half month Raya bonus for all staff" ... what a fruitful.. =) half month pun half month laa.. at least something rather than nothing.. Alhamdulillah

My concerned is my car road tax & insurance that almost due in 3 days.. and sort of 'duit raya' to be distributed.. it's a must.. esp to my bros, sis, mom & granny.. priority is for them..

Just a short post.. daaa!

Almost 2nd month ~ 1st trime

7 weeks8 weeks

Salam =)

hehe, belum apa-apa dah start dengan pictures above.. Indicates my current condition.. Even doctor belum dapat pastikan week ke berapa.. but then estimated based on fertility date about 7-8 weeks.. InsyaAllah..

Symthomps;

1. Nausea - especially after sahur untill 9am. Movement pun jadi slow & selalu lambat masuk office. Informed bosses earlier, they understood but still i can't simply take it easily.

2. Fatigue - after maghrib & buka. Terus landing. Dah banyak kali missed tarawikh. =(

3. Angin - ini masalah terbesar. Siksa sgt. Mmg keturunan kuat angin.. Burpppp =p

4. Implantation bleeding - Alhamdulillah semua ok. Last mc 3 hari after ambil injection, Isnin tu suddenly bleeding, semua risau esp Umi & Abang. Yelah, past experience.. nobody wants it to be happened again..

5. Food craving - Yes, but sayangnya tak dapat makan banyak. 2-3 suap je dah stop, cannot go.

Whatever symptoms yang di alami doctor selalu cakap " That's mean your pregnancy goes very well" =) InsyaAllah.. berkat doa semua org esp my family & friends..

p/s : thanks for the wishes & advice sis cyana.. =)

SubhanAllah.. Alhamdulillah..

Kalau mampu dilaung Allahu Akbar sekuat hati.. akan ku laung kan..

I knew its too early for me to post this, what I'm going to story about..

These few days, I found that i'm suffering oral ulser badly.. badly dehydrated i guess so.. elok sini, ada lagi.. nak makan memang susah laa.. but my appetite tremendously increased lately.. so can imagine la how suffer being too appetite but in the same ulsers are everywhere..

Ezany's cousin whom studying medicine in Moscow advised me to get a soluble vitamin c that might helps.. Time beli kat Guardian dengan gatal tangannya grabbed pregnancy test skali although terbayangkan resultnya single line as usual (sigh..).. Bukan ape, takut time puasa salah makan ke sekali tgk2.. hehehe..

Pagi smlm after sahur, saje nak test.. Tgk result (expecting single line).. It's double line! T line appeared followed by the C line.. Rasa menggigil kepala lutut, terus jerit panggil Mr.Hubb (yang telah kembali lena menanti subuh).. Member dengan xsemena2 kalut mendapatkan si penjerit tadi.. hehe

Hugged! A tight hugg.. Tears down, and he calmed me down.. "You must see a doctor by today"

Knowing that he's not be able to accompany.. call Umi, mula2 ok.. but then dia ada 2 tempat nak berTadarus.. it's ok, just go ahead alone to Klinik Noor Hajar..

Dr.Hajar verified and printed the ultrasound image.. 0.81cm so maybe about 4-5 weeks.. "Haa, see.. dia menyorok kat sini.." waaah, blm ape2 dah main hide & seek.. =p I'm willingly to pay RM100 to get a Duphaston, ubat untuk kuatkan womb.. =) history byk mengajar..

Alhamdulillah puasa semalam xde masalah.. hopefully boleh continue habiskan sebulan.. mmg ade rukhsah puasa harus bagi ibu mengandung berbuka demi dirinya & kandungannya.. InsyaAllah, semoga Allah bagi strength to me troughout the Ramadhan.. kena jaga nutrition, terpaksa sedut gak condense milk walaupun sgt tak suka..

All the best Fara! Ya Allah berikanlah aku kekuatan menjalani ibadah puasa sepenuhnya, murahkan rezeki untuk bakal khalifah ini.. Amin Ya Rabb

Ahlan wa Sahlan Ramadhan..

MasyaAllah.. time flies & i didn't realize it untill i looked at my previous Raya family photo.. Rasa macam baru je ok. Searching for niat puasa sebulan & few info of Puasa, Tarawikh & Lailatul Qadar..

And as a wifey, of course scratching head thinking of Iftar & Sahur menus.. Simple of course, perut dah kembung masuk angin, mcm larat nak makan banyak2.. preferred just a plate of nasi(lauk tu yang xde idea), kurma & kuih will do..

But, on a worst part, Sales Duty@Bukit Jelutong Gallery still until 6.30pm.. no way! Ingat aku ada maid ape yg prepare everything, nak beli time tu mau kena sergah dgn makcik kuih.. diorg pun tau nak berbuka.. Ok, untill 5.30 is acceptable.. Nak discuss dgn Mr.Hubb hopefully dia boleh tolong.. of course can laa.. =)

Menjelang lunch time ni ingat nak lari jap pergi cari kurma and beli cereals drinks..

Semoga Allah swt mempermudahkan segala urusan, InsyaAllah...

Shah Alam, is a HOME.. part. 2

Whoever yang read my post, might say that I am Poyos because proud of my hometown as if like no other places a such.. haha, what can i say, it's my blog and i say anything that i wanted to say so.. The other reasons is, apa yang i fikir ni bukan i sorang je terfikir, i believe ada juga yang akan agreed.. =)

Dulu time tinggal dengan parent, otw ke office mesti lalu dpn blue mosque.. now bila dah stay at my house, altough tak passing by as usual but still boleh nampak view of blue mosque(siap boleh nmpk buildings nearby) if ikut LKSA then exit ke KL SUBANG.. seriously, scpectacular exactly mcm artist impression.. So, the trademark is blue mosque.. Masjid Sultan Salahuddin Abdul Aziz Shah

Night Life.. Ok, since i'm not that type yang social night life sgt, so it's not my big concern, lepak gak la bila boring2 tu.. Seksyen 7 esp, dah mcm Mont Kiara, siap ssh nak cari parking,  bukalah banyak kedai pun, takkan jadi competitive, harus semuanya penuh.. yelah, students ramai.. residents pun makin banyak..

Shopping.. I'm not that type yang shoppaholic (as if) so dekat2 pun will do.. If nak yang banyak choices, Sunway Pyramid & OU.. masuk KL yang maha jam adalah kurang suka.. Huhu, Jakel pun dah ada.. besar betul!

Food hub.. haha, memang heaven la.. fast food & franchises merata unless nak yang pelik2 sgt tu xdela.. maybe gak sbb ' so called free-alcohol-zone'.. tak gak, belambak je kat convenience store.. That part, memang xtau nak comment mcm mana sebab dah masuk political issue (sigh), never ending story..

Community & surrounding still ok la, not bad.. depends on which area,  esp for old folks & retirees siap ada Kelab Warga Emas.. hehehe.. almost 80-90% is a Malay, but surprisingly makin ramai chinese & indian pun menyukai Shah Alam and looking forward to buy a house in Shah Alam.. But somehow can't avoid gak from sort of narrow minded people.. Tak semua la..

Property market trend kat Shah Alam quite overwhelming.. Just imagine double-storey link sekarang can reach almost 800k! Itu prime location mcm Bukit Jelutong, if mcm my house area pun dah almost 400k.. hmmm, for me don't wait until it's too late, tak mustahil satu hari boleh sampai Million for double-storey.. those youngsters kena berani, might as well you buy a house rather than renting.. "Mcm la mampu" yes, people might say that.. mind you, compare lah dengan monthly rental, mmg sama amount dgn installment..

Ceh, mentang2 kerja property, mesti nak selit.. of course, i think it's my job to encourage & educate people on this.. =) 

I cant recall which article that i've read before, but it says that Shah Alam is one of the most Sustainable city in Malysia.. for those who had been work out to develop Shah Alam ever since the declaration or till now, Good Job & Well done!

p/s : one of my friend selalu cakp "Shah Alam boring, takde ape2" if fikir nak entertainment je mcm tu la.. sorry bro, frankly speaking mind-set mcm tu mmg xde kat Shah Alam.. it's a home, not a ur zouk or whatever it is.. Kalo nak buat keji pun buat jauh2 ok.. hahaha =p

Shah Alam, is a HOME.. part. 1

Why do i say so?!? (refer to the above title)

=) we (i mean my family) should thankful to my ayah for the decision that he made about 20 years ago.. At that time Shah Alam is almost empty & very unfamiliar expecially for those who lives in KL.. Considered agak baru after declared as ibu negeri..

haha! tak taula, ni Umi yang cakap.. Sbb during 70's to 80's, memang sesiapa pun akan proud to say "i live in KL" cewah, bunyi nye mcm glamour.. so, whenever Ayah suggest to Ummi nak settle down & find a proper home in Shah Alam, my family were like "What! Shah Alam? Tempat Jin bertendang?" to that extend.. I dunno anything at that time, just terbayangkan tempat tu mcm kampung ayah, terus "uwaaaaaaaaa!!! xnak...."

He registered his name to PKNS applying for vacant land which is at that time adalah tak sampai RM7 pun.. huhu, skrg tak payah cakap la.. RM80.00 psf.. fehhh! Tak terus built rumah, just kept for future and in the same time he bought a house at Seksyen 4.. bermulalah kehidupan kami di Shah Alam..

But after that, berlakulah beberapa peristiwa perpindahan kami since ayah kerja as an Asst. District Officer..

~ Subang Jaya SS19 - 8 years
~ Desa Subang Permai
~ Bukit Jelutong, Shah Alam

Apparently, those places macam dekat je sebenarnya.. But in the end, ayah decided nak built a house, a way better house. Alhamdulillah =)

The best part, that house is adjacent to my aunty house, granparent house & facing UITM main camp where my bro studying right now. Semua pun ada kat sini. Neighbourhood kat sini pun adalah superb & terbaik, serious i tell you. Although at the 1st place, we all macam inferior je nak mix up dengan high-end people ni. Surprisingly, those people are actually very down-to-earth. =)

Owh lupa! My BFF pun just live nearby.. Anytime roger je! Sgt Best ok.

Time mula-mula get closer dgn husband dulu pun worried gak "Mamat ni nak ke dok Shah Alam?". Tapi.. "I suka la Shah Alam, tak congested and well planned" bagus2, line clear.. "Although not much on entertainment tapi okla, semua pun ada" ayat tu kurang best, as if la all the time nak berfoya2 je..

Without pride & prejudice (ceh) i bought a house in Seksyen 23 gak.. location wise is a bit kureng compared to Seksyen 7 tapi okla.. Dah takde choice lagi.. As long as dekat je nak ambil lauk dalam mangkuk tingkat from Umi! Huahuahua..

Next Post, i'll story a bit on my fav spot in Shah Alam =)

Choo Choo Train di Seksyen 23

Hehe.. smlm i saw Mona posted sumthing kat FB wall die, betul punya marah sbb orang xbagi signal.. member nmpk cool, tp wahaha.. boleh tahan bile bengang..

This morning.. dekat offices nearby my house.. x silap depan bank rakyat, ada myvi putih reversing then jalan ke jalan besar as usual.. MasyaAllah.. ni kereta ke kura2? Nak kata myvi lembap, pick up je. Tapi kenapa myVi yang satu ni.. ok sabar lg.. tgk meter 20km/h.. what the tutttt...

Tengok2, ada about 5 cars behind me.. yang myVi ni, take her/his own sweet2 time sight seeing di pagi hari (kejadahnya!).. siap ambil lajak nak corner tu! As if like the corner is sharp & narrow!Nak masuk roundabout tu boleh die tunggu kereta clear sampai bersih.. ya Ampun, padahal boleh lepas at least 2 3 kereta weyyyhh..

Kereta kat belakang dah honk2 (sesuatu yang mmg ingin kulakukan).. sape tak hon, pagi2 semua org rushing! Tak boleh jadi..

Dengan hanginnye saya menurunkan gear lagi pick up terus overtake myVi nie! Honk! Honk! ambik kau.. rupa2nya diikuti kereta2 lain kat belakang..

Waaa, bknnya nak suruh die drive reckless ke ape.. just use ur brain ler baiii.. pagi2 ni semua org rushing, tak fikir ke atau memang die tak kerja xtaula.. kereta komainn lagi, tinted gelap bagai & body kit xhengat punya! just imagine, 10 minutes to 9am.. anybody can transfigurate to Lewis Hamilton ok. Anwy, salah sendiri gak sbb lambat.

Peace!

What's on my mind..

Venue : Office... sunyi, semua out for luch

Hehe, lately ni too many things that i've to juggle with..

1. Few things about my work - boss ckp that 1 project that i'm up to right now, KIV, pending dulu.. ok, although sakit hati sbb my team esp dah berhempas pulas perah otak sengkang mata.. Put that way, belum ada rezeki..

2. Menjelang Ramadhan - Alhamdulillah, hopefully i won't missed the tarawikh at all.. except for that bright moon day la.. hehe.. i was thinking to give some budget to Ummi, everyday buka kat sana je.. malas nak berhempas pulas masak, only me & husband.. both bukan suka makan luar pun.. ngeee =p

3. Menjelang Raya - Nothin' much, baju ala kadar dah ada ok la.. thanks to Ummi yang sponsor the sedondonship this year! Raya@my side.. but bila terjumpa relatives tu.. "Fara dah pregnant?" sigh.. easy for them to ask, but how i'm supposed to answer the question? =(

4.  After raya  - Teringin buat open house@house warming.. since ramai yang request, kena siapkan budget la nampak gaya.. takkan nak bagi makan bihun goreng je kan? =p haruslah Mandy Rice 2 tray.. wah, kemain ko ye! But, how could it be..? Furniture pun xde.. E'eleee..

5. Furniture - bile dah touch pasal rumah tu, mcm talking about unfinished business laa jwbnye.. if possible semua pun nak, re-paint, auto-gate, tiling, walk-in wardrobe.. hee, nak siapkan kitchen cabinet pun terkial2 ni.. Furniture, Ummi & SIL nak bagi theirs.. Million of thanks although jauh2 disudut hati upset tak dapat beli what i've been wanting for.. Tu la, sape suruh aimed yang high-end sangat, kan dah x afford.. hehehe.. cuma tercari2, nak tukar cussions tu nnt, sbb nak match kan dgn living hall.. cewah! kemainnnnnn....

6. Oversea trip - no oversea trip for me this year maybe.. sbb dah out of budget.. But still i'm thinking of trip to Singapore, at least la, maybe after Akma's wedding..  hmmm...

Ok, let's get the job done.. =)

evening@our new heaven

MasyaAllah..

Almost a month rasanya i didn't update anything here.. Yeah, the last time update pun just changed the layout, background & template.. Mula ingat rasa mcm cantik, then suddenly rasa mcm Teletubbies la pulak =p

huhu, finally i'm in my new house.. Alhamdulillah.. banyak gak cerita psl pindah ni.. but later la.. hihihi..

my bedmate dah selamat belayar ke alam fantasi, yeah actually today quite eventful gak utk dia.. daily work(half day) , attend interview(next post), entertain wife dia yang enthusiastic when it comes to shopping at warehouse sale/new outlet open.. hehe.. adalah lazy lizy nak potong bawang maka Andaman Restaurant menjadi sasaran..

Ok, let's join him.. heyy you, tat's my kepam pillow ok.. dia dah kepit pulak.. isk3.. jap2, Isya' belum kan Fara? =p

Good nite =)

p/s : morale of the story?? Xde. Merapu. =)

The Story of Ampaian

Suddenly I feel like eager to post something here. I thought of something on what I’m up to just now. I successfully fixed the clothes displayer@ampaian kain that we’ve bought few days ago. The old ampaian cannot be utilized anymore. Senget & cracked!



Reasons;


1. Too much clothes displayed in 1 time. (e.g. sweater, cardigans, coat – takkan sekali pakai terus basuh kan)


2. Maybe, from the beginning assemble tak betul sbb DIY. (both husband & wife bukan boleh harap sangat benda2 macam ni)


3. Quality wise; maybe… (no matter how berkualiti pun tapi pakai sebarangan pun sama gak kan..)


This time beli yang typical type2-tiers red+white steel yang banyak sikit row penyidai. Unfortunately, tadi ampaian tu tumbang kedepan dan roda tercabut! Adoila.. Again?! Then Nampak memang agak senget dan sounds like “ekk okk ekk okk”. Tepuk dahi! Confirmed pasang tak betul...


Kalau ikut husband “fix esok jelah, dah malam ni”, huhu, forgive me yang kurang penyabar ni. Ambil screwdriver of the unknown owner & source, angkat semua kain2 yang ada, twisted the screw tightly, sambil balance kan structure ampaian(ceh, macam apa lah bagai..). Roda pun tak pasang betul sebab asyik tercabut dari kaki je, maka base ampaian tu lagi la tak kuat.


Alhamdulillah, bunyi makin kurang (still ada sikit2 but much more better compared to before) and dah tak nampak senget lagi(harap2 la). Before this main sangkut je whatever rasa nak sangkut, pakai hanger lagi. Then, I stood at once, thought of what are the do’s & don’t to utilize this ampaian. I don’t want the silly thing happen again and again. Kain yang ringan display atas yang berat bawah, if nak sangkut yang berhanger, display kat row belakang sbb itu main support/mcm spine untuk semua structure ampaian tu.


Suddenly, terfikir… What if human being ni macam ampaian?! (WTFunny la fikir mcm tu). Seriously! Maybe I’m not good in giving a moral of a story, but what I can say is;


1. Strong base & structure; mcm human being gak.. kalau tak kuat pegangan akidah & pendirian, macam-macam boleh happen dan at last tumbang gak.. mcm ampaian


2. Rivet tightly; Relationship & bonding between one to another must be strong, especially among family members/work team. Bygkan kalau screw tersebut longgar, lama kelamaan steel rod tu akan tercabut dan kalau hampir semua tercabut maka bukan ampaian lagi..


3. Fix it right; must have clear picture, dari awal plan & tindakan kena betul InsyaAllah everything will run smoothly. If dari awal pasang ampaian betul2 kan senang.. ampaian lagi?!


4. Benefit; Kalau semuanya bersatu dan cantik je, maka semua orang akan merasa faedahnya. Mcm ampaian, oleh sangkut banyak kain.. again.. =p


5. Be independent; selagi boleh cuba, tak salah mencuba. Don’t delay, esok2 nak cari tudung dah susah dibuatnya ampaian anganku runtuh.. keh3..


Ok lah, the conclusion is ampaian dah siap dan hidupku kembali mudah! Simply the best!






p/s: Use your items wisely. Nite!

Reunion 3 Hamzah 2000

Alhamdulillah.. why?

1. Kenyang - hehe...

2. At last, dapat juga hadap for new post.. after few weeks..

Mr.Hubby kat sebelah dah lena dibuai mimpi.. Love to see he sleeping tightly, get enough rest dear.. travel all the way from SA to Kajang mencari rezeki.. it's ok dear, itu namanya hidup and hopefully dapat tempat yang dekat2 later..

Owh, refer to the above title.. yeah, last month we attended my Form 3 class reunion in conjunction of farewell to Cikgu Yahurin Yasin yang akan posting ke oversea.. (kat mana x ingat)

Date : 24 march 2010

Venue : Tupai2 Bangi (jauh ok, nsb baik En)

Time : not sure.. dinner la

At the 1st place, I thought that i feel that impossible for me to attend.. but somehow i managed to settle everything on time.. immediately call Akma "nak attend lah.. ehehe" she replied "gedik la kamu makcik" tumpang Cik Akma then jumpa Mr.Hubby kat sana.

Best teruja dapat jumpa classmate yang havoc2 and semua maintain je macam dulu except yang married including me myself sbb of course datang dgn partner.. the best part, Siti Hafizah yang selalu partner table dengan dia dulu.. pregnant 2nd baby! best ok.

Suddenly Cikgu Yahurin pun appear..

Wow! Semakin outstanding & vogue.. Anggun macam dulu gak! Cikgu Yahurin now somebody kat MOE.. Time salam dengan dia " Cikgu ingat awak ni dulu selalu ada problem dengan projek KH kan" kui3.. Cikgu ingat lagi tu..

Malu weyh! Jadi bahan Mr. Hubby la.. Chait!! Yela, dulu KH kena jahit2 kan.. jahit tulang belut xmcm tulang belut, jadinya tulang ikan! kui3.. so, kena la buat balik.. at least dapat gak praktikkan ilmu KH.. jahit seluar koyak & butang baju tercabut Mr. Hubby.. =) Tq Cikgu!

Havoc habis semua.. Menu steamboat, ok best. If only we had much time, because after that we rushed balik Bt. Caves (in-law's house) and the next day both of us kerja (exhibition weyh). So we moved earlier than others.. Best dapat chat dengan Miss Netball ~ Hazirah@Xera..

So, for archive.. i enclosed these pics.. Thanks to all for such a great time!

Cikgu Morni.. ehehe, Cikgu Yahurin laa..

Yang teranggun.. fehh, unfortunately dua2 sudah ada yang punyaaaa.... =)

Peggy, Fatin, Akma & Apana.. ntah apa diorang tengok time ni, macam tengah dengar speech! =p

Me(acnes!appada..) and Zera(makin bergaya aku tgk dia nie.. hehe) & Dayah(otai cam dulu gak)..

Our table.. table ni paling lambat habis dinner.. owh, beside me is Apana's bf..

Members of the class.. i told Mr.Hubby "my class ni class paling worst sebab paling nakal, kesian cikgu selalu kena panggil sebab cikgu lain complain" then he replied "worst apenye kalau semua grad!?" =) maahad hamidiah la katakan.. cewah! Happy Teachers Day to Cikgu Yahurin, and to all cikgus2, ustazah2 & ustaz2 di SMKAMH Kajang.. Barakallahuliwalakum!

New Projects in Line..

Salam..

Baru?? hehehe.. what to do, lately ni sgtla busy nye.. my company got another prestigous project from one of the biggest developer in Malaysia.. so, of course we got to be highly committed to these projects although the developments already started quite sometimes.. Like my boss said, "whatever being offered to us, just accept it and try all out to deliver the best".. maka bykla planning, report & update kena buat, sales duty lagi.. Penat yes, but mcm BoB the Builder ckp "let's get the job done.." =) Alhamdulillah dah ada sorang subordinate to assist me..

Plus, our all-time developer yang dah lama kami attached pun will launch their new project soon, quite happy sbb this type of development quite demanding(dah ada list of clientele in mind =p hehehe).. ramai tanya "you all tak launch new condo or apartment ke?" most of them are investor.. surprisingly sbb nowadays byk daa new condo or service apartment.. but still they demand it from us, maybe they all tahu kami attached dengan best developers yang delivered a good quality of property..

Alhamdulillah, if possible we all pun hoping biarlah whatever property yang purchasers bought tu satisfying and worth it! Hopefully rezeki pun bertambah dibulan kelahiranku ini.. hehehe *hint *hint

p/s : xberani nak disclose nama project & company takut inethical.. in case any misleading ke hape ke.. nayo woo..

My New Heaven

Salam tuesday.. =)

Alhamdulillah.. my own house keys were in my hand right now.. it's not the matter of being proud to have my very own property.. Syukur sebab dapat overcame hassles and constraints.. All these while, asyik handle & guide people to buy a property.. macam mana tahu pun tetap tak sama dengan experience sendiri.. Well, no PAIN no GAIN right? =)

Now we're very busy occupying that house dengan basic and important fittings.. Sometimes, pernah rasa macam give up and hopeless.. To get that kind of things pun, at least we must have a 'lebat' cash in hand.. Got to dig here and there, utilize all sources that we have.. Alhamdulillah, we are able to manage and buatla sikit-sikit mana yang dapat..

What we've done and to be done;

1. Grill - deposit paid and the contactor already measured the grill size.. they might start the job possibly by this week.. choosed design yang simple horizontal line je colour putih.. wrought iron xminat & xmampu.. My hubby ckp grill budak tadika.. ape2 jelah! =)

2. Fan & Lamp - tengah survey-survey lagi.. so far mana-mana outlets lebih kurang price.. tunggu grill siap and duit masuk (itu sbnrnya) then boleh la angkat.. hehe

3. Kitchen cabinet - booked (refer to my prev post), exhibition kat PWTC dulu.. tunggu duit masuk gak.. hehe

4. Packing - start mengkotak katikkan personal thingy yang nak di bawa.. yang buat byk tu psl wedding presents..

5. Electrical goods - dah survey(survey je..?) and nak masuk rumah nnt boleh la beli.. kenapa la time wedding dulu xde yang nak hadiahkan fridge & washing machine? ngehehe.. =p

6. Me & Ikea - thanks for giving me the idea.. seems like it's the only stores which i prefered to buy the furniture.. but wondering is that true that Ikea's items are out of quality? I've heard that before.. maybe because DIY kan, so consumers tak fix and fit betul2.. hmmmm =[

Million of thanks to my beloved parent sbb terlalu banyak sangat membantu and contribute.. if possible i don't even want to burden them at all.. but they already guide us from the beginning.. plus mereka pun 'well-versed' sangat situation property buyer ni.. I know, mana ada parent nak tgk anak mereka susah.. Hopefully, one day i can give them more than what they'd gave me.. Amin

I can't Resist!!!

MasyaAllah...

What a pure coincidence for a new home owner like me whom craving for a quality household & furniture with a valuable price.... Bahagianya... =)

I saw the bunting ads hanged on the street lamp nearby my office... Siap announced kat 1 office.. kui3... The event will take place at Stadium Malawati which is very2 the walking distance je from my office.. (if nak exercise laaa..berpeluh ok) =p

What else?

Alahai... but i'm not sure whether it is a home deco exhibition or just a property exhibition, confusing... Impossible, because last week MAPEX already held at the same place... I've to find out..

Erk!!

CRAZY ok! 2 minggu berturut-turut..

But, let see first how 'cute' my balance in MBB account is... Hahaha...

p/s : since bila pulak saya ni bersungguh2 dalam hal2 household nie.. =p

Eventful week

Salam... Namaste'...

Hehehe.. Isk2, at last.. dapat gak curi2 update blog.. last week, jgnkan post, nak view pon xde masa.. work, work, work to death.. balik malam sampai Mak(granny) cakap "payah betul nak nampak korang minggu ni Yang" (ngehehe, nama manjaku since baby lagi, my late Atuk yg bagi)... Seriously, hectic & panic! Why panic? Last week my company involved in property exhibition MAPEX 2010@mid valley..

So macam2 lah things to figure out.. plus dgn mcm2 constraint (cobaan...) Anyway, thanks to everyone especially Jiejiey yang banyak ikut kesana kemari and prepare artwork yang superb! Plus my boss Madam Munirah yang sama 'turun padang'.. happened macam2 unexpected problem sampai berderai gakla air mata, fortunately my bosses understood the situation.. its ok, malas untuk dikenang.. as long as everything settled according to the plan.. I've done my part..

Yang terharu biru syahdunya.. my mr.hubby sentiasa accompanied and to that extend, dia pun sama turun padang, hulurkan tangan ringankan beban kami(ayat..komain lagi).. Sampai my Ma'am pun acknowledged dia.. If diingat2 balik, mula-mula tu he's totally againts and disagree that i've been assigned to handle this exhibition.. Pening gak kepala nak convince kan dia, what to do.. Task! Takkan sesuka hati nak say 'no'.. banyak cantik..

Puas gak berkonfrontasi.. (yelah, its not that easy to make a technical person like him to understand this kind of job) everytime balik lambat minta dia temankan kat office, mana-mana nak pergi (after his working hour) ajak dia skali.. sampai ke Mid Valley untuk setting booth, pergi Bangi nak ambil scale model.. I knew, dia risau sebab wife dia ni memang macam lipas kudung, kesana kemari asal kerja settled.. Thanks my dear.. No matter how, in the end.. dia mesti ok punya! =)

Lega gak everything dah settled.. unfortunately, suddenly kena flu pulak last Friday, time exhibition pun sungguh tak selesa.. Boss cakap the next day i don't have to go to the office, just have a rest.. Memang xboleh bangun pun, collpase atas katil.. Asal bangun je, non stop sneezing, hidung berair2.. Decided dgn Hubby, xdapat balik Batu Caves takut infect kat Hana & Imran.. Ahad pun rest & rest.. bangun sekejap attend birthday Hazim (wanie's son)..

Semalam take a leave nak settle hal rumah.. kena interest about 1.5k.. for me, that amount is quite valuable since many things have to figure out.. Appeal minta reduce dapatlah.. tapi ciputs je.. What to do, oklah.. compared to Abg. Sab.. kaw2 kena charged sampai 7.6k!! Lawyer bank lambat wat kerja punya pasal.. Isk2..

Ok lah! GTG now.. ada cerita to be continued to the next post.. daaa..

p/s : baru lepas engaged phone dgn Peggy, lama gak.. and the Mr.Hubby merajuk pulak.. isk3.. =p

It's about loving your loved ones..

Try to recall back, a quotes from one of a famous Malaysia box-office films..

"Selalunya orang yang kita sayanglah yang paling susah kita nak sayang"

something like that.. after few years, film ni masih kuat melekat difikiranku.. mmg Khabir Bhatia punya 'touch' teramat menjadi.. plus acting by Cikgu Fatimah (yg said that quote)..

But i'm not here to talk about that film.. a very wrong person to talk about film and sort of that.. Just wondering, why do parents always put a high expectation towards their children and to that extend, siap appoint anak ni jadi apa, anak tu jadi apa.. i mean not all la.. ada yg bagi 100% freedom, ada yang dont mind at all as long as their children take a serious step and strive for it..

Reasons?

Sayang of course.. of course takde parents yg nak anak dia jadi looser right? talking about sayang.. i mean loving someone that you really(to death) taking care for.. regardless parent, kids, siblings or life partner.. surely nobody ever wanted to see their loved ones looser, live in a 'to-die' situation or being insult by others(those yang takde kerja dan x sedar siri)..

of course.. kita nak sangat tengok someone that we really2 love success (of course, siapa yang taknak).. although dia dah success, kita masih nak tengok dia naik one step higher and higher.. proud is one thing, but significantly.. kita nak tengok dia happy, senang dan jauh dari segala macam masalah (at least dpt handle semua masalah easily).. Maybe juga kita akan circled dalam kesenangan dia.. tapi yang paling penting kita nak dia bahagia, sekalipun kita tak merasa apa2 drpd kejayaan dia tu..

what if.. he/she really mean for it as well, but it's just that we are not agree and couldn't take the way she/he does.. because we might see other way better than what she/he does.. and the other way round, dia sendiri pun tak bersetuju dengan cara kita.. =( sighhh..

we aren't simply againts the way that he/she really wanted to do so.. cuma kita rasakan ada option yang way better than that.. kita sendiri dah buat evaluation, inference, hypothesis or whatever it is.. bukan sikit effort yang kita buat untuk fikirkan dan buat yang the best utk dia/mereka, kesana kemari.. tebalkan muka bertanyakan pada ramai org.. doa minta petunjuk dari Allah swt.. bukan niat mengongkong, tapi kita tak nak any mistake happen pada diri dia..

Buat apalah kita bersusah payah fikirkan hal ini untuk orang lain, belum pun tentu dia appreciate and accept apa yang kita fikirkan.. kadang-kadang rasa give up and wanted to take that words.. apa nak jadi, jadilah.. tapi orang ni bukan orang lain.. orang yang kita betul2 sayang and jaga bagai nak ****...

Tapi siapalah kita untuk memaksa kalau itu bukan minat dan kemahuan dia... maybe kalau dia buat pun~half-hearted way je.. sighhhhh.. maybe juga one day, kita balik akan di blame sebab force.. we've a strong reasong, while he/she has a strong detemination..

apa yang boleh buat, cuma berdoa pada Allah swt agar berikan dia petunjuk dan guidance.. sebab Allah Maha mengetahui apa yang terbaik dan tak untuk dirinya.. berdoa juga pada Allah swt agar lembutkan hati ini untuk terima segalanya.. as long as the path the he/she choosed, won't take he/she away out of the norms and he/she always on the right track..

So true ~ orang yang kita sayanglah memang susah untuk kita sayang.. i don't know, or maybe it's me who don't really understand what 'sayang' is.. Just pick up this quote(below) for my motivation..



p/s : depression.. please go away..

The Missing of Red Organizer

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

Garu2 kepala xgatal.. where is it?? This isn't a first time anyway.. last year dapat organizer yang sama from our Ambank associate.. x sampai few months pakai dah missing.. prefered this type of organizer/ note book, senang nak jot down notes byk2, plus i bukan utilize pun kalau ada calendar/lay out lain2..

but..

where is it??

dalam my Neo.. xde

office.. sah2 xde, if ade xkan la jd mcm nie..

rumah.. tempat selalu letak mmg xde..

where else?

but, despite of it.. saya ni mmg agak forgetful.. but no matter how mesti jumpa punya.. risau loooo, byk important notes inside..

=( adoooooi.... agaknya, mmg i nie xngam dgn diary/organizer tu kot... isk2..

H.U.M.A.N@H.A.M.B.A.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Barangsiapa yang dapat berikan saya jawapan.. Adakah benar2 terdapat benchmark atau measurement of rupa paras(looks), kekayaan(wealthiness) & pangkat(position/status) untuk seseorang itu dipandang sebagai Manusia?? Can anyone tell me about this?? Because i couldn't find it in Islamic beliefs.. yang ada cuma Rasulullah bersabda:

“Wanita dinikahi karena empat perkara; kerana hartanya, karena kedudukannya/keturunannya, karena kecantikannya dan keranan agamanya. Maka, pilihlah yang baik agamanya nescaya engkau beruntung.”

Apa yang saya faham, itu adalah guideline dari Rasulullah s.a.w kepada kaum muslimin umatnya untuk mencari wanita dijadikan isteri..

Yang menjadi curiosity pada saya ialah.. mengapa segelintir masyarakat hari ni masih memandang kepada ciri-ciri di atas yang saya mentioned tadi.. Baik lelaki mahupun perempuan, jika tiada satu pun ciri-ciri di atas.. maka HINA la ia dimata mereka-mereka ini.. saya tahu ramai tak agree dengan statement saya.. tapi percayalah.. pemikiraan sebegini memang benar-benar berlaku? Sedang berlaku!

Frankly speaking, i found that.. those people who had this kind of thinking.. sebenarnya adalah individu yang memang tak layak langsung nak menilai orang lain kerana achievement dia pun belum sampai ke awan biru.. paling tinggi pun setakat menara KL yang tak impossible ada possibility untuk jatuh pada bila-bila masa..

Bunyi semacam menghentam dan emotional.. tapi itulah realti sebenar manusia akhir zaman! Seringkali menerima nasihat dan kata-kata dari parent saya; "Buruk dan baik seseorang jangan dihina jangan diperkatakan, jaga diri sendiri dan Allah swt lagi berhak untuk menilai" Syukur parent saya bukan dari golongan ini walaupun telah sampai ke awan biru. Alhamdulillah..

Entahlah, saya sebenranya sudah teramat jelak berhadapn dengan golongan begini. Sebab, sebaik mana kebaikan yang kita cuba curahkan, keburukan juga masih dicari sedangkan keburukan hanyalah luaran semata-mata. Terpulanglah.. kalian rasa kalian bijak, perfect.. Thousand apologize, for me you guys are not good enough to earn my respect.. Masih ada golongan yang dah lama menembusi awan, mengelilingi bumi dan mencecah bulan.. tapi masih merendah diri dan bermurah hati menerima sesiapa sahaja untuk mendekati dan didekati..

Ya Allah.. Engkau sahaja Maha Mengetahui.. saya berdoa semoga saya tidak berada diantara golongan ini, semoga saya tidak lupa bahawa saya cumalah Hamba Allah yang diberi peluang untuk tinggal di atas muka bumi.. Amin~

Asslamualaikum w.b.t…

Too many things that I’ve overlooked including this blog page (tapi FB rajin pulak!huhu). This moth is an eventful month I guess I can say so..

2 Jan – Akma, my bff’s engagement.. pink!huhu..

9 Jan – Aboy or Ashraf Arif, my the only sebaya cousin wedding.. rush dr office, because that day is a working saturday..

16 Jan – Eddy’s wedding.. eddy ni cousin of my hubby. Venue @ Putrajaya

17 Jan – Makan2 @ my house.. welcoming the newly wed couple~aboy & mast, org N9 cakap menyalang.. aboy and mast will be back to UK end of this month..

Upcoming event in line..

23 Jan – working Saturday..huhu..

30 Jan – Homefield Annual Conference.. I’m the secretariat, MC, and coordinator.. (3rd year..fuhhh)

Tu blom plus dgn daily activities, jobs, meetings, appointments, ad-hoc event and etc.. tiring and hectic but satisfying.. begitu occupied sekali! (mak aihh, bahasa..)

Hehe.. tahun baru ni my hubby memulakan azam baru die iaitu.. D.I.E.T. at first agak doubtful juga sbb dah byk kali he tried before and end up just like that.. entah kemana.. I admit, bukan senang tau diet2 ni..

Memang agak pening sbb I’ve been assigned by him to monitor his daily food taking.. hari-hari puas fakir nak masak apa, macam mana and bagaimana.. Tapi bila tengok semangat and disiplin yang sangat tinggi, i believe.. kali ni mmg die bersungguh-sungguh.. plus dgn guidance dari SD2(slimming diet programme by NZ Image)..

Me myself pun jadi seronot and excited when he told me that he had weight loss for 3kg within 2 weeks.. Amazing! Ok dear, no need to push yourself.. do it for the sake of your healthiness ok.. InsyaAllah u’ll gain ur ideal weight and looks soon.. ecewahhh (kang dia groom gila2 aku gak susah =p)