It's about loving your loved ones..

Try to recall back, a quotes from one of a famous Malaysia box-office films..

"Selalunya orang yang kita sayanglah yang paling susah kita nak sayang"

something like that.. after few years, film ni masih kuat melekat difikiranku.. mmg Khabir Bhatia punya 'touch' teramat menjadi.. plus acting by Cikgu Fatimah (yg said that quote)..

But i'm not here to talk about that film.. a very wrong person to talk about film and sort of that.. Just wondering, why do parents always put a high expectation towards their children and to that extend, siap appoint anak ni jadi apa, anak tu jadi apa.. i mean not all la.. ada yg bagi 100% freedom, ada yang dont mind at all as long as their children take a serious step and strive for it..

Reasons?

Sayang of course.. of course takde parents yg nak anak dia jadi looser right? talking about sayang.. i mean loving someone that you really(to death) taking care for.. regardless parent, kids, siblings or life partner.. surely nobody ever wanted to see their loved ones looser, live in a 'to-die' situation or being insult by others(those yang takde kerja dan x sedar siri)..

of course.. kita nak sangat tengok someone that we really2 love success (of course, siapa yang taknak).. although dia dah success, kita masih nak tengok dia naik one step higher and higher.. proud is one thing, but significantly.. kita nak tengok dia happy, senang dan jauh dari segala macam masalah (at least dpt handle semua masalah easily).. Maybe juga kita akan circled dalam kesenangan dia.. tapi yang paling penting kita nak dia bahagia, sekalipun kita tak merasa apa2 drpd kejayaan dia tu..

what if.. he/she really mean for it as well, but it's just that we are not agree and couldn't take the way she/he does.. because we might see other way better than what she/he does.. and the other way round, dia sendiri pun tak bersetuju dengan cara kita.. =( sighhh..

we aren't simply againts the way that he/she really wanted to do so.. cuma kita rasakan ada option yang way better than that.. kita sendiri dah buat evaluation, inference, hypothesis or whatever it is.. bukan sikit effort yang kita buat untuk fikirkan dan buat yang the best utk dia/mereka, kesana kemari.. tebalkan muka bertanyakan pada ramai org.. doa minta petunjuk dari Allah swt.. bukan niat mengongkong, tapi kita tak nak any mistake happen pada diri dia..

Buat apalah kita bersusah payah fikirkan hal ini untuk orang lain, belum pun tentu dia appreciate and accept apa yang kita fikirkan.. kadang-kadang rasa give up and wanted to take that words.. apa nak jadi, jadilah.. tapi orang ni bukan orang lain.. orang yang kita betul2 sayang and jaga bagai nak ****...

Tapi siapalah kita untuk memaksa kalau itu bukan minat dan kemahuan dia... maybe kalau dia buat pun~half-hearted way je.. sighhhhh.. maybe juga one day, kita balik akan di blame sebab force.. we've a strong reasong, while he/she has a strong detemination..

apa yang boleh buat, cuma berdoa pada Allah swt agar berikan dia petunjuk dan guidance.. sebab Allah Maha mengetahui apa yang terbaik dan tak untuk dirinya.. berdoa juga pada Allah swt agar lembutkan hati ini untuk terima segalanya.. as long as the path the he/she choosed, won't take he/she away out of the norms and he/she always on the right track..

So true ~ orang yang kita sayanglah memang susah untuk kita sayang.. i don't know, or maybe it's me who don't really understand what 'sayang' is.. Just pick up this quote(below) for my motivation..



p/s : depression.. please go away..

The Missing of Red Organizer

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

Garu2 kepala xgatal.. where is it?? This isn't a first time anyway.. last year dapat organizer yang sama from our Ambank associate.. x sampai few months pakai dah missing.. prefered this type of organizer/ note book, senang nak jot down notes byk2, plus i bukan utilize pun kalau ada calendar/lay out lain2..

but..

where is it??

dalam my Neo.. xde

office.. sah2 xde, if ade xkan la jd mcm nie..

rumah.. tempat selalu letak mmg xde..

where else?

but, despite of it.. saya ni mmg agak forgetful.. but no matter how mesti jumpa punya.. risau loooo, byk important notes inside..

=( adoooooi.... agaknya, mmg i nie xngam dgn diary/organizer tu kot... isk2..

H.U.M.A.N@H.A.M.B.A.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Barangsiapa yang dapat berikan saya jawapan.. Adakah benar2 terdapat benchmark atau measurement of rupa paras(looks), kekayaan(wealthiness) & pangkat(position/status) untuk seseorang itu dipandang sebagai Manusia?? Can anyone tell me about this?? Because i couldn't find it in Islamic beliefs.. yang ada cuma Rasulullah bersabda:

“Wanita dinikahi karena empat perkara; kerana hartanya, karena kedudukannya/keturunannya, karena kecantikannya dan keranan agamanya. Maka, pilihlah yang baik agamanya nescaya engkau beruntung.”

Apa yang saya faham, itu adalah guideline dari Rasulullah s.a.w kepada kaum muslimin umatnya untuk mencari wanita dijadikan isteri..

Yang menjadi curiosity pada saya ialah.. mengapa segelintir masyarakat hari ni masih memandang kepada ciri-ciri di atas yang saya mentioned tadi.. Baik lelaki mahupun perempuan, jika tiada satu pun ciri-ciri di atas.. maka HINA la ia dimata mereka-mereka ini.. saya tahu ramai tak agree dengan statement saya.. tapi percayalah.. pemikiraan sebegini memang benar-benar berlaku? Sedang berlaku!

Frankly speaking, i found that.. those people who had this kind of thinking.. sebenarnya adalah individu yang memang tak layak langsung nak menilai orang lain kerana achievement dia pun belum sampai ke awan biru.. paling tinggi pun setakat menara KL yang tak impossible ada possibility untuk jatuh pada bila-bila masa..

Bunyi semacam menghentam dan emotional.. tapi itulah realti sebenar manusia akhir zaman! Seringkali menerima nasihat dan kata-kata dari parent saya; "Buruk dan baik seseorang jangan dihina jangan diperkatakan, jaga diri sendiri dan Allah swt lagi berhak untuk menilai" Syukur parent saya bukan dari golongan ini walaupun telah sampai ke awan biru. Alhamdulillah..

Entahlah, saya sebenranya sudah teramat jelak berhadapn dengan golongan begini. Sebab, sebaik mana kebaikan yang kita cuba curahkan, keburukan juga masih dicari sedangkan keburukan hanyalah luaran semata-mata. Terpulanglah.. kalian rasa kalian bijak, perfect.. Thousand apologize, for me you guys are not good enough to earn my respect.. Masih ada golongan yang dah lama menembusi awan, mengelilingi bumi dan mencecah bulan.. tapi masih merendah diri dan bermurah hati menerima sesiapa sahaja untuk mendekati dan didekati..

Ya Allah.. Engkau sahaja Maha Mengetahui.. saya berdoa semoga saya tidak berada diantara golongan ini, semoga saya tidak lupa bahawa saya cumalah Hamba Allah yang diberi peluang untuk tinggal di atas muka bumi.. Amin~

Asslamualaikum w.b.t…

Too many things that I’ve overlooked including this blog page (tapi FB rajin pulak!huhu). This moth is an eventful month I guess I can say so..

2 Jan – Akma, my bff’s engagement.. pink!huhu..

9 Jan – Aboy or Ashraf Arif, my the only sebaya cousin wedding.. rush dr office, because that day is a working saturday..

16 Jan – Eddy’s wedding.. eddy ni cousin of my hubby. Venue @ Putrajaya

17 Jan – Makan2 @ my house.. welcoming the newly wed couple~aboy & mast, org N9 cakap menyalang.. aboy and mast will be back to UK end of this month..

Upcoming event in line..

23 Jan – working Saturday..huhu..

30 Jan – Homefield Annual Conference.. I’m the secretariat, MC, and coordinator.. (3rd year..fuhhh)

Tu blom plus dgn daily activities, jobs, meetings, appointments, ad-hoc event and etc.. tiring and hectic but satisfying.. begitu occupied sekali! (mak aihh, bahasa..)

Hehe.. tahun baru ni my hubby memulakan azam baru die iaitu.. D.I.E.T. at first agak doubtful juga sbb dah byk kali he tried before and end up just like that.. entah kemana.. I admit, bukan senang tau diet2 ni..

Memang agak pening sbb I’ve been assigned by him to monitor his daily food taking.. hari-hari puas fakir nak masak apa, macam mana and bagaimana.. Tapi bila tengok semangat and disiplin yang sangat tinggi, i believe.. kali ni mmg die bersungguh-sungguh.. plus dgn guidance dari SD2(slimming diet programme by NZ Image)..

Me myself pun jadi seronot and excited when he told me that he had weight loss for 3kg within 2 weeks.. Amazing! Ok dear, no need to push yourself.. do it for the sake of your healthiness ok.. InsyaAllah u’ll gain ur ideal weight and looks soon.. ecewahhh (kang dia groom gila2 aku gak susah =p)

Kasih Tercipta...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

It took so long for me to post a new entry ever since Raya Haji.. come back from Raya Haji, too many things in my mind that need to be cleared.. Last week adalah minggu 'tercungap-cungap' for me.. i'm on leave on Monday and Tuesday, but still tak attached kat rumah pun.. banyak benda buat even masuk office kejap (risau dgn msg dari boss.. have to, what to do..) Plus i've to coordinate the monthly meeting, submit monthly report lg.. Mmg stress gak la, but then when i managed to submit and handle everything smoothly(almost), i felt relief.. ok la, done my part..

Last week sempat sneak time 'ngedate' with one of my fav girlfriend during lunch hour.. so update2 la msg2 punya current activities (nak gayut lama2 mcm dulu cannot la, nnt en.hubby tarik muka =p) Happy sgt dgr cerita preparation for her engagement on january 10 coming soon.. Terdetik dlm hati "Finally, she'll belongs to a good guy.." kalau diingat2kan balik, mmg jauh betul experience die dgn mcm2 jenis lelaki.. don't get her wrong, she's not that kind of lady.. it's just experience die yg jmpa mcm2 jenis lelaki..

Cinta Terhalang

Dihalang oleh parents die yang mahukan die concerntrate dgn study die.. This guy dengarnya ok, treat her as a princess and appreciate die sgt2.. but what to do.. bukan jodoh.. sigh =(

Kawan Makan Kawan

Mula-mula both of them rapat, betul2 hoping that their relationship will lasting.. Dalam diam, tak tahu since bile, this guy mula rapat dgn roommate my friend ni.. Bile dpt tahu, mmh syahdu haru biru la my friend ni.. Bila ditanya balik roommate ni ckp "korang xkan faham, ini soal hati dan perasaan" what the FUnny.. (dah xde laki lain ke?)

Paranoid guy!

One guy yang die jmpa ni agak psycho, paranoid and xtau la apa2 terms lagi.. mmg nmpk this guy sgt2 menyukai my friend ni, sgt2 attentive sampai my friend ni xboleh buat benda lain.. Hello! who do you think you are?! Sedangkan family members sendiri kite xboleh nak control inikan pulak you yang rasa die tu yours.. To that extend, this guy terlalu paranoid sampai cederakan diri sendiri.. the way he did, as if as its not impossible that he can do that to my friend yang agak halus ni.. buzz off!

Tak mungkin kesampaian..

This guy die kenal time practical training.. yes, this guy yang pernah kujumpa sgt baik, soft spoken, good looking and well-educated.. cuma this guy masih dalam relationship yang complicated, atau lebih accurate 'gantung tak bertali'.. so, my friend and this guy mula rapat lepas penat dgn kisah masing2.. bukan kekasih bukan teman biasa (ayat..hehe).. but, how perfect and happy being together, deep inside her heart.. dia rasa bersalah, how about that lady.. die sndr pernah rasa almost the same thing.. so, she decided to back off with hope that guy and her partner akan menemui kebahagiaan semula.. =) u're such a noble princess my dear..

Sweet Arrangement

She met this guy time jadi bride'smate kwn die dulu.. this guy bestman pd groom.. mmg groom ni punya kerja la nak 'adjust' kan dua-dua pengapit ni.. So far so good mula-mula.. semakin hari semakin rapat untill the ex-girl(his unavoidable classmate as well) of this guy dapat tahu.. Buat macam2 to get this guy back and oklah this guy pun came back to that girl.. reason being; kesian and unavoidable sbb classmate.. sigh.. my friend ni pun frust but she accepted his apology.. Unfortunately, baru-baru ni dapat tahu (bila mana my friend ni already accepted the proposal of the last guy) that girl cheated that guy again and now with her other classmate pulak! Isk2.. That guy mengadu to my friend.. but she can't do anything.. i'm sorry to that guy, yes mmg this guy baik, terlalu baik sampai terima balik that girl after so many thing she had done.. too late.. think positive,ada hikmah semua ini..

Secret admire

Time study dulu, my friend pernah admired to her classmate.. after break off with 'Kawan Makan Kawan', sampailah sama-sama pursue degree.. Siap hint2 lagi.. Its ok my dear, mmg xsalah pun and at least u've done ur part.. But dengar2 dari trusted sources, this guy pun mmg dah lama admired to my friend ni, tapi ada 3 halangan;

1. Still studying that time.. (mcmla study mati2an sgt..huhu)

2. My friend ni terlalu rapat dengan classmate yang sorang lagi (hello, this guy confessed openly that he already had a special girlfriend, dah engaged pun skrg..)

3. Best friend a.k.a roommate this guy sendiri ni minat and fallin for my friend ni.. (ok, i think this is the main reason why he refused to do so.. ni betul2 kawan tak makan kawan.. best men win la bro.. huhu =p)

But now, this guy obviously looking after my friend ni.. bile member sorang tu dah engaged and to be married soon, member sorang lagi pun dah ada awek lain(kalau xsilap).. baru nak bg birthday present, non stop teasing my friend in FB, sms.. and disampaikan oleh trusted sources lagi(betul ke tak perkataan ni), mmg this guy serious to tackle my friend ni.. because, mmg dah lama pun admired to my friend kononnya skrg baru masa yang sesuai..

Unfortunately...

Kasih Tercipta..

No wonder her aunt beriya2 mahu introduce this guy to my friend ni.. My heart strongly agreed that "This is the best guy for her" Boleh nampak his sincerity towards my friend ni.. Simple and humble, but complete.. Dah lama kerja, ada aim nak success lagi, keluarga ok, attitude mmg sgt ok, sense of humour, rupa paras sederhana tapi kata org tua sejuk mata memandang.. (eh, puji lelebih ni kang en.hubby tarik muka..sori2, luv u my chubby hubby)

At first, hardly to convince my friend yang agak keliru and berbelah bahagi.. yelah, xsemua family arrangement ni worked.. (like me! lgsg xmenjadi..) but then after few months.. she decided to accept that guy and without further delay, that guy pun terus mempropose my friend ni and she's ok with that.. Alhamdulillah.. They'll be engaged soon on January..

Moral of the Story;

1. Good girl - my friend ni mmg sgt2 baik orangnya.. xpernah hurt anyone's feeling, instead off, die yang jaga feeling orang lain.. sometimes, too much sampai some people take for granted on her..

2. Perempuan baik untuk lelaki yang baik - and the other way round..

3. Silapnya.. - frequently happened to a guy(mostly), selalu tak hargai teman/peluang didepan mata.. bila mana peluang/si dia terang2 sgt hampir lagi dekat dgn mereka, mereka masih sedar(maybe buat2 xsedar) dan tercari-cari.. whenever the girl already went away or belongs to someonle else.. barulah.. "telah kusedari nilai cintamu, pabila kau tiada lagi disisi ku..." couldn't recall the title of the song..

Menjelang Aidiladha..

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

Lask week, when everybody happily fill up leave form.. my boss en.man awal2 dah hint.. "you stay untill thursday kan..?" i dgn muka kereks.. "no.. no.. no.." padahal mmg stay pun.. "nnt big boss bising pulak bila takde org langsung.." kalau ikut perangai kerek and loyar buruk ni nak je ckp.. "Ada aku kesah.." hehe, tak baiklah.. i mmg sgt respect pada en.man although die very lenient and tolerate.. tp still buat nakal ckp.. " i can stay.. but 1 condition gaji mesti masuk awal" gurau je, tp mmg dah kering sebenarnya... hehehe.. tak sangka he meant it and Alhamdulillah.. thanks en.man!

So, hasilnya.. today i'm alone kat admin office atas ni.. kak lyn as usual station kat galeri la.. negotiators, just nmpk abg sab je tadi.. yang lain-lain tu, mana yang apply cuti tu, cuti lah.. yang xapply cuti tapi x nampak batang hidung tu.. isk, malas la nak ckp, bior lah.. sambil update2 task, pandang kiri kanan.. angin je ada, blogging la jwb nye.. yeahhh =)

Dalam kepala ni still confuse lagi nak balik mana dulu esok, this year my family celebrate aidiladha@kuala selangor my ayah's district.. dengarnya byk program and umi ajak we all participate skali.. solat sunat, rewang2, lawat kampung2.. this year 1st time me buat ibadah korban.. but our turn will be on saturday.. ingat after tu baru nak balik my in-law's house.. tapi, balik esok pon ok since my korban's turn will be on saturday.. hmmm, just let my hubby to decide about this laa..

Kalau ikut hati ni, nak je chiow after 1pm nih.. bkn ada apa pun, plus boleh tolong2 umi kat dapur.. actually mmg kalau boleh nak cuti pon today, but nak compensate kan next monday & tuesday.. ambl leave 2 hari tu sbb nak jaga rumah because Umi and Mak nak pergi kelantan bawa Syasya and Adek.. since our new maid ni baru sgt2 sampai, someone kena monitor dia (macam la aku ni pandai monitor maid), faham2 jela dgn current situation nowadays.. maid lari la, mcm2 la.. have to, what to do..

Tibe2 rasa rindu pulak dekat my hubby yang comel itu.. kesian tgk dia pagi2 bangun awal pergi kerja jauh2.. unlike his wifey yang kerje dekat nih.. dah la kerja dekat, nak bangun pagi pun sosah.. dah siap2kan attires my hubby, babye die, terus sambung sleep balik.. sampai kena kezut berkali2 baru bangun.. isk2, apa punya wife la nih, dah kawen pon attitude mcm budak2 lagi.. punya azam dan kemahuan mahu improve, harap2 menjedi lah yea..ehehehe...

Weekend Getaway - Honeymoon Trip to Bukit Tinggi - Part 1

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...The above mattter refers. Kui3..mcm dlm surat la pulak.. Well, i've uploaded numbers of picture in FB, my vacation with my hubby to Bukit Tinggi Pahang. We've planned the trip ever since May 2009, after all my wedding ceremony settled. Unlike other couple, they all went for oversea honeymoon. Tak dapat.. we've spend a lot of money for our wedding, and the balance goes to our new house. Booking fee la, stamp duty la.. So, cuti-cuti Malaysia jela dulu.. Million of thanks to my hubby for his time and willingness.. Although it tooks 7 seven months to make it (time constraint and whatsoever la..) it's ok because, finally we are there.. rather than nothing rite? =)

Last week Oct 31 & Nov 1, we departed from my in-law's house Batu Caves at 11.00 am, dropped by at Giant and bought some food and straight away to Bukit Tinggi. Mula-mula confident yang amat! Excited punya pasal sampai xsedar yg dua-dua belum pernah sampai kat situ lagi.. hehehe.. let's see what happened..

Call semua org.. abg razly, ayah, akma.. unfortunately, cannot reach, disconnect and etc.. maybe dkt area bukit so might be network problem la..

Mr.GPS, pls help us.. but, dont know why.. the narrator keep saying recalculating.. after few minutes pun..recalculating..tiba-tiba off route pulak.. fed up, then i told to my hubby, kite gamble je la.. sure signboard boleh rely kan.. ok lah proceed and i told him not to drive too fast, otherwise we might missed the route.. dia drive and saya bertindak sbg instructor or navigator.. superbbbb =)

Alhamdulillah.. hoyyeaa! dah sampai.. en.driver tadi tergelak je tgk perangai co-driver dia kat sblh yang over excited sampai bouncing2! so, we off the air-cond, open the window and let a fresh air comes in.. kira-kira balik, from batu caves tadi, it took less then 30 minutes to reach the place.. mode of driving mmg slow sbb xtahu jalan.. along the way tadi.. co-driver punya kerja adalah;

isk3.. tu blm dpt SLR lagi.. tol gate pon dia nak capture agaknya.. hehe.. 1st check point (cewah, mcm treassure hunt la pulak!) before smpai colmar tropicale tu ada ticket counter, then ckp kami nak check-in xpayah bayar. That means anybody yang nak visit mcm a day trip bayar RM10.00 then boleh access to semua park & garden.. ok!take note tau..

Once nampak colmar building, kami terus 'Waaah, mcm kat france' mmg imitated france pon, berjaya mmg berjaya la built the building as similiar as the real colmar in france! Actually, before decided to choose this place, i gathered all infos and view visitors comment about this place. Ada yg kata OK and ada juga KO. Mula-mula doubtful juga, then tanya live dgn org yg visited Colmar; Syed, he was a hotelier before and of course lg expert. He said that the place is beautiful, good accomodation & decent, just a bit on pricey. Yelah, cheapest pun per night RM273.00. Makan lagi la, what do you expect if you are on 35,000 meter above sea level. Then my bff Akma yg kaki jalan, dia ckp sgt enjoy and worth it! OK set! Proceed..

Nice room, from the very beginning i thought that deluxe rooms were occupied with 2 single bed based on the website's photo. How lucky we had this such a sumptious and so-called romantic room. Mcm tau2 je kami berhoneymoon =p . Risau takut they've wrongly allocated us to the room, tp payment had been done kalau nak extra charge pun.. Ahhhh, don't mention it.. "we come here for enjoy, then ENJOYYY!" huhu, i've read few comments from holiday & tourism website.. ada yg ckp they got a room which is unacceptable, untidy and poor environment.. lemah semangat juga mula-mula baca, yelah paid for almost RM300.00 for 1 night stay tp bad conditions.. Thank to Allah swt, everything was fine. The best word is REZEKI!

Katil ala-ala bilik pengantin.. Kelas gitu! French style..

Toilet pon ok.. cewahhh.. sejak bila pula jd spokeperson / ambassador ni??!

Our room's scenery.. Bukit Tinggi Golf Course.. Huhu, dont waste your time! Jom jalan-jalan! There's a lot of fun activities can be done here.. After zuhur, we went for lunch-tea then jalan-jalan and many more..

pizza..

The 1st pic above tu my hubby feeds rabbit@rabbit park, unsangkarable(x sangka bahasa my auntie) yang he's kinda animal lover rupenye...ehehehe.. baru 1st day, tp mcm2 activities kami dah covered. esoknya kami continue lagi our visit and tour.. so, to be continue to the new entry.. =)