Sunday, October 24, 2010

I got nothin to do with them..

Dear All,

Early morning today, when i logged in my FB account i received a message from my former senior in Uni, she told me about someone, someone that I don't even bother about their life.. Since? Long story.. If possible malas nak buka balik..

That fella posted something on her wall, mad at someone.. but from the way she described, my senior's guessed it might be me.. I did asked her again, what she wrote about and how does she described the 'person'.. I didn't received her reply yet, but I'm not affected at all.. Tak tahu sebab pun.. It's Ok.. Just wondering, sbb that sis ckp dia mcm takut je tgk post tu.. Apakah?

I called my husband, i've storied to him about them before.. he told me not to bother or even think about that.. All these while I've been living happily, expecting, attending my friends big event, entertaining my craving (ehehe).. so rasanya tak terfikir pun pasal they all lagi.. langsung tak terfikir.. Inikan pulak nak cari pasal..

It's ok, whatever she wrote about I took it as non of my business.. Malas nak buka2 cerita, alang2 terbuka segala aib orang.. If betul pun the post is refering to me let it be laa, that's her FB account, she can do whatever she wanted.. Me also never view pun page dia..

As life goes on..

Adalah genap 4 months today =) happy sbb dah melepasi risk2 1st trime.. Alhamdulillah.. so for today's lunch planned nak cari nasi ayam kampung.. Si Ummi la ni influence.. hihihi.. =p


Dari susah2 ingat psl that fella.. baik tgk pic diorang ni lagi best.. =) ucu & kidz..

Monday, October 4, 2010

14 Weeks

Happy Eid Mubarak!

MasyaAllah.. it's been almost a month i wrote nothing here.. hehe, many things take place.. occupied & whatsoever laa..

SubhanAllah.. i'm in a 2nd trimester now.. baby is rapidly growth, cuma dah lama tak buat ultrsound, rindu nak dengar heartbeat dia.. =) My self-condition pun improving, nausea sikit-sikit dan dah tak vommit teruk lagi.. selera makan bertambah-tambah, pantang lambat makan, sakit perut angin memulas-mulas..

Well, another big story or event is My Bestie Zaryatul Akma is now officially Puan Zaryatul Akma, Mrs. Fahmi.. I'm proud and happy for her.. Semua tentative done smoothly, weather pun baik.. Seolah-olah merestui penyatuan dua hati.. =)

I don't know why, few days before pun i cried silently for her, bukan apa dari dulu memang sentiasa doakan kebahagiaan & terbaik untuk dia after what she had gone through.. Bersyukur Akma ditemukan dengan someone that  i strongly confident akan jaga & bertanggungjawab untuk membahagiakan dia..

Touching momment ~ Time akad bila Hatta adik Akma as a wali menyerahkan tugas kepada Qadi pun i felt like i want to cry.. Rasa sedih terkenangkan Allahyarham abah Akma yang dah pergi almost 2 years ago.. Kuatnya & tabahnya keluarga mereka, especially Aunty Izan mak Akma yang mampu buat segala preparation alone tanpa suami, gigihnya mereka dan dari riak wajah ikhlas masing-masing kuat mengatakan.. "Life must go on.." Alhamdulillah.. dengan izin Allah swt, semua berjalan lancar..

Gugur juga air mata ni bila tengok Akma dipeluk Mak & Adik2.. Especially Helmi yang betul-betul nampak sebak.. Paling touching bila diri sendiri yang berpelukan dengan Akma, rasa tak dapat simpan lagi air mata, "Syukur yaAllah Kau makbulkan doaku.." i whispered silently.. Memang friendship kami sangat special, more than just a best friend.. dah macam adik beradik susah senang bersama..

Frankly, saya sendiri tak mampu buat perkara yang sama kepada orang lain selain adik beradik sendiri.. I kept my promise dan hadiahkan a plate of Patchi as one of the hantaran.. Yes a bit on pricey, tapi i dont care about that, sebab mahal lagi friendship kami.. InsyaAllah i'll try to deliver the best for Akma during her reception day nanti.. As a MC.. =) bolehkah?

Tak ada apa-apa lagi yang diharapkan agar mereka terus bahagia & kekal sampai akhir hayat.. jadi pasangan dunia & akhirat.. Tahniah sekali lagi Akma & Fahmi.. Tahniah juga buat Aunty Izan, u're such a strong lady & lovely mom aunty.. Semoga Aunty juga terus happy bersama-sama anak2, menantu & InsyaAllah cucu coming soon.. =)

Pictures.. on the next post..