kids therapy

Assalamualiakum w.b.t...

My mom told me this before i married.. "it's better for you to plan how many kids you going to have.. awak bkn jenis yg suka dan blh besrsabar sgt dgn budak..' well i guess u're right umi.. i knew myself, agak garang dgn adik2.. ada gak sampai tinggi suara bila marah2 kan mereka.. not to that extend sampai naik tangan.. pernah terbuat, but i felt guilty deeply and regreted for what i've done..

Tapi bila nampak babies yg cute, hyper, talkative.. mmg xsenang duduk dibuatnya.. rasa nak bawa balik je.. although baby girl mmg cute and sweet (typically with fancy gown and hairband) i dont know why, i'm easily attracted to baby boy.. lagi lasak lagi suka.. maybe influenced by my surrounding, cousin2 and anak2 cousin yg ramai boy..

owh, berbalik pada idea umi tadi.. hmmm.. i get what she's trying to say.. lagipun, bukan senang jaga anak ramai2 especially yg gap rapat.. oh,no! sorang nangis surely yg lain pun nangis.. hehehe.. dengan both husband & wife yg kerja more than 8 hours.. plus high cost of living in shah alam ni.. might as well i opt to plan from a very beginning.. a bit contra dgn advice ayah " Setiap anak yg lahir membawa rezeki.." =) aha!

hehehe, mmg kdg2 naik geram juga tgk budak2 yg xnak behave tu.. tapi dah kata budak, apa nk kata kan.. tapi bila fikir balik, attitude and character si kecil ni boleh buat kita tersenyum sorang2.. plus ayat-ayat yang keluar dari mulut yang suka celoteh.. one kind of stress relief.. so far yang so closed to me are my SIL kids.. hana (6 yrs old) & imran (2 month).. they called me Aunty Fara.. yela,on their mummy's side mmg just ada Ucu(my hubby) and me je..

Hana ni mula2 mmg ssh nk get long.. stood passively like a doll beside her mummy.. 2nd time jumpa, pancing dgn topic yg kena dgn jiwa dia.. then mula la tunjuk diri dia yg sebenar.. hehehe.. once dia dah attached, mmg xde chance kite nk buat bnda lain.. layan tuan puteri ni jela.. jgn main, die ni agak garang tau.. but actually she reminds me my behavior when i'm 6 yrs old.. so xsempat nak naik geram dah tergelak sbb teringat zaman kecik2 dulu.. above pics is hana & imran and our hand made play-doh bear..

Imran.. baru je lahir 15 july lepas.. smart and gorgeous.. mcm tak percaya baru 2 month sbb body semangat mcm dah 6 month! few days xjumpa mst rindu.. tension2 je, mst tgk pics die dalam hp.. can't wait to see Imran start to crawl then walk.. somehow, the way he interacted to others as if like he knew us and understood what happens around..

How many kids i'm going to have, terserah pada rezeki and i believe in Allah's arrangement.. But for the time being, belum dapat lagi nmpknye.. (to be storied in the new post). Well, i guess.. i've start to earn a parental skill by baby sitting my beloved niece & nephew.. semoga mereka membesar sempurna.. happy growing dear! miss both of you so much..